I’m bored of this place…..

Can I move???

Hehehe….

I’ve moved here…..so re-link or re-bookmark!!!

=)

So, as per usual, the quiz suck. Nothing more to comment on but well, I’ll try my very very best for the exams.

I’ve been on a strict non-carb diet for 4 days now. I only take carbs like only 2 pieces of bread a day or a packet of noodles a day or 2 piece of pancakes for a day, and have lived without rice for 4 whole days now. Perhaps that explain my frequent headaches now because the brain is working without any energy. All thanks to him. He said that I’m fat and I have to lose the kilos by the time he gets back. What’s more…I’ve been climbing up and down the stairs everyday and doing sit-ups plus crutches.

Not easy arh….7 months of bingeing and a relaxed life in CPG…really made me lose my touch. I was below 60kg before I entered CPG and gained quite a bit when I walked out of there. I’ve become less conscious of how much weight I’ve gained because I’ve become very comfortable in my relationship. At most, I’m still maintaining the good condition of my skin and I’ve recently dived into the fashion world.

It’s been so nice that he’s been calling me daily. He’ll be “double-gone” from me till Sunday which means that not only he’s physically away from me, but I won’t be hearing from him also. Well, it’s been almost 2 weeks, I’ve gotten used to his absence and I’ve engulfed all the loneliness inside me already. I’m reserving all the fun and energy inside me until he comes back and then, we are back to our honeymoon-ing!!

Tomorrow will be another long day for me in the laboratory. Very draggy arh….I want the weekends to come!!!

Your Guardian Angel – The Red Jump Apparatus

I’m back to my normal self again…hehe

Been rather busy with schoolwork. Surface water quality quiz is up next. One & a half pathetic more days to prepare for the quiz…

I cannot wait for Saturday for my next driving lesson again!!

It’s been a week. I miss him like…a lot… An achievement is that I actually survived without him for a whole week and I’m left with another 2 weeks. Now, I already feel very empty. When the heart’s empty, and nobody’s there to fill in any love, I start to miss him. And when I start to miss him, I start to think of all the good times that we have. Then I start to miss him very much. And then, my heart starts yearning, over and over and over again.

Pity me. I’ve waited so long and I’ve to wait again. When the heart starts yearning, it’s always for the same person. Who can I rely on for love except from him, right? I have nothing to say. I don’t know how to describe the feeling. The fact that I have to admit, I’m dependent on him emotionally. I yearn for the words I need to hear to always get me through the day. I want him to come back soon as I’ve never felt this lonely before….

Now this song really applies….

I always needed time on my own. I never thought I’d need you there when I cry. And the days feel like years when I’m alone. And the bed where you lie is made up on your side. When you walk away I count the steps that you take. Do you see how much I need you right now. [Chorus] When you’re gone. The pieces of my heart are missing you. When you’re gone. The face I came to know is missing too. When you’re gone. The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok. I miss you. I’ve never felt this way before. Everything that I do reminds me of you. And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor. And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do. When you walk away I count the steps that you take. Do you see how much I need you right now. [Chorus]. We were made for each other. Out here forever. I know we were, yeah. All I ever wanted was for you to know. Everything I’d do, I’d give my heart and soul. I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah. [Chorus].

I’M THREE MONTHS PREGNANT…..

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BECAUSE OF THIS

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HEAVYWEIGHT EATING = 20 DISHES

WHO IS SMART ENOUGH TO GUESS WHERE THIS IS?